Angellena-Rose

Give me white hot hate I am boiling in it Give me candy covered lies I am gagging on them Give me body racking pain I am drowning in it Give me all comsuming pleasure I am writhing in it Give me it all I am lost in you

Slice me open Take me apart I want to be disected Take me on Rough me up I want to be bloodied up Break my bones Cut me down to size I want to be destroyed...

Here I am Standing outside I am trying To get back To the way I was Before the chaos set in To simpler times Back to you and me Before the world Caught on fire Here I am Standing in the ashes of used to be's Killing myself in Want to be's Missed out Way back when Try to get back

Take what you want Then leave me alone My eyes have run dry Such a long time ago There's not much left I'm on sale A closing out clearence Blue light special On broken hopes And withered dreams...

Your kisses taste Like poison On my touge The bitter taste Of cynide Burns my insides Time slows Inches by Until the next Toxic kiss

Pull me close Don't let go Gaurd me forever Show me You can't live With out me Fill me up Touch my core Breathe in my soul Protect me ruthlessly And pull me closer

Cut away at my insides Make my body writhe Make my secret pain A forbidden pleasure False sense of euphoria Mark me as yours forever Use my hidden wants To drag me under Swallow me whole Let me swin inside you Shelter my jaded heart Make me feel

Come to the place Inside this girl To make her whole That hidden place Fill her up whole Sugar addiction Rehab for the soul Go to that place To free your mind

I am the crazy girl That rocks your world And touches your insides I am the angry women That screams in rage And bleeds just the same I am the brain dead girl That live inside you and seals all your holes...

Dissect me Find what makes me, me Open me up Fix my broken parts Rip my skin Make me beautiful Cut me again So I can be What you want That girl in your dreams

"I love you" Each word hits you harder then the last. I never knew how long it could take, Just to say those three words. I never knew how fake it could feel, Until you said "I love you" "I love you is only eight letters long But then again so is BULL SHIT." With Every fake I love you spoken, Every promise left broken, Tears no longer caught Trust thrown away, Like an old paper bag. Those words brought us misery. Good hearts ended up broken. A relationship, built up on tiny white lies, Held together with broken ties.

Hold me, like you don't want to let me go. Tell me, that everything will be ok. Let me, feel like its ok to be me. Look at me, in a longing sort-of way. Make me, feel safe when I am scared of the world. Kiss me, like we've never kissed before. Sleep beside me, let your body heat keep me warm. Hold my hand tight, and never let your grip get lose. Fall for me, as I am for you. Make this, last for an eternity